Ugh. I'm so burnt this week - not like I've been in the sun or anything, but I am burnt out. I was sick on Tuesday, so I didn't attend my WW meeting - that's the first time in 17 weeks I haven't attended! But my eating has been, well, I've been a bit of an ass with myself about my eating. I have to admit, I've been doing the fast food thing nearly every night - so I'm essentially off-program.
I'm at a very critical stage right now, I understand that. What I do and how I behave over the next few days is going to be pivotal in my decision to remain with Weight Watchers or not. My heart and mind are both telling me to stick with it - but something else is causing me to stray. I don't know what the fuck it is, but it has me in a rut.
And right now I feel sick - just got a bit dizzy here at my desk. I've been lethargic, my stomach has been all crampy, my shoulders have been achey and I've been in a funky mood - all since last Friday (if not before then as well) - and I bet it has everything to do with the crap I'm shoveling into my gut on a nightly basis.
I have to stop - I have to get back on track. I need to get myself to the god-damned grocery store. It's been too long, and I've had a grocery list in my wallet for days now, but I've been avoiding - driving to Del Taco always seems more convenient. Ugh. This is going to stop... tonight. I'm going to go to the grocery store, and I'm going to buy myself a week's supply of food and water and I'm going to get back on track immediately. I'm way too close to my 10% goal, and even closer to having lost 20 lbs.
Posted by weezgrrl at June 3, 2004 05:45 PMdon't give up! go get those healthy groceries and keep going. you've come so far and you're doing so well...
Posted by: dg at June 4, 2004 02:16 AM